Endless Pain

STOP IT!
STOP PRETENDING YOU'RE SORRY!
I GAVE MY LIFE FOR YOU!
I STILL WOULD!
STOP THIS AGONY!
I'M PUNISHED WITH MEMORY LESS, INSOMNIA AND DESPAIR!
STOP BEING IN MY HEAD!
I SMASHED MY ROOM; NO ONE CARED!
NO ONE CAN HEAL THE RUINS INSIDE ME!
STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!

I don't want to smile at you all..
I don't want to act like I'm someone else but me..



I don't want to pretend it's alright anymore...